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Aug. 3rd, 2008 @ 10:52 pm XBox 360 question
Current Mood: curious
A question for those with XBox 360s connected to XBox Live:

My problem is that I want to update my XBox 360 so that it can play Soul Calibur 4. I have attempted to follow instructions at xbox360help.blogspot.com and Port Forward in order to set up the required port forwarding on my Netgear DG834G so that my XBox 360 can connect to XBox Live. There has been an issue with doing this, which I'll get to in a couple of paragraphs.

When I go to Test Xbox Live Connection, all the tests up to the "Xbox Live" test pass. On this test, though, the system just stops, with a little "in progress" animation. If I attempt to cancel this test, then the console freezes.

If I put the Soul Calibur IV disc in, and follow the prompts to update my system, then the progress bar on the Update screen gets most of the way to full and then the console freezes. (And then I have to clear the hard disk cache so that the 360 can even work again, but that's probably another story.)

The issue I've had with setting up the port forwarding is that for it to work properly, my XBox 360 really needs a static IP address. However, once this is done, the 360 attempts to connect to XBox Live as a test and, once again, freezes. Currently my workaround has been to set the port forwarding on the router to the IP address that the XBox 360 has been assigned.

My question boils down to this: Is it likely that my port forwarding is set up incorrectly, if the console is freezing as described above? Or is the problem that I am not actually joined up with XBox Live?

Because, you know, if it turns out that I need to PAY MONEY to join XBox Live JUST so that I can update my XBox 360, then I am finishing the games I have (unless they require a console update) and then selling the whole thing.

Soul Calibur IV may be the best game ever, and its Create a Fighter mode looks like great fun, but this update saga is proving to be far too much hassle.
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Jul. 31st, 2008 @ 10:24 pm My soul now burns with HATRED
Current Mood: angry
My Xbox 360 is now locked into a cycle of attempting to update itself, and failing to download the update. Even though I have burned the update onto CD and am attempting to get it to install from CD.

SO MUCH HATE.
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Jul. 31st, 2008 @ 09:40 pm My Xbox is not aLive and my soul does not burn
I now have the 360 version of Soul Calibur 4 and would love to go into one of my rambling disjointed kind-of-like-a-review-if-you-squint posts about it, except for the fact that I can't get my 360 to play it. I need to update my console in order to play the game. To do that I need to connect to XBox Live. And yet when I try to do so, my console tells me that it can't download a necessary update from XBox Live.

I thought I'd gotten my various consoles, especially the 360, in order to get away from all the stupid faffing about I had to go through with my PC: Constantly updating them with new hardware, patching games so that they work (like they should have done in the first place), and so on. And yet here I am having to faff about trying to get my 360 to connect to XBox Live.

Okay, so it's not quite the level of faffing about you have to do with PCs, but this is still VERY AGGRAVATING.

Here's a hint to Microsoft and Sony: WE DO NOT WANT OUR CONSOLES TO BE PCS, YOU MORONS. WE WANT THEM IN ORDER TO PLAY GAMES WITHOUT THE FAFFING ABOUT OF A PC, THANKS.
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Jul. 7th, 2008 @ 12:57 pm Relevance; Internet again; the Pandas, they are a kung-fu fighting; and ninjas that flip out. 2!
I keep on writing partial entries and unfinished paragraphs of half-formed thoughts and yet never get around to posting anything. My mental discipline and Writer-Fu are weak.

Sometimes I wonder - why write a blog/livejournal at all? I think that it comes down to history - I've had an online presence and a webpage for 12 years, and having no webpage / online presence would be strange and jarring. Yet, most of the things that I used to do online have fallen by the wayside. The old GRIT ended, taking my involvement with it. The Impro fiction sites have mostly died, taking my involvement with them. I have written almost nothing and drawn almost nothing, making my webpage nothing more than an old decaying repository of my stuff from several years ago.

And I won't talk about the email, except to say that I won't talk about it.

About all that is left of my online presence these days is this Livejournal and my WoW/CoH accounts. If they go, well... I don't know what would happen.

Except, perhaps, I do. There have been a couple of recent times where I've barely touched LJ or WoW/CoH. I practically became a hermit. With my various social hangups, it is very very easy for me to be a hermit. Not of the wise/mystical kind of days of yore, but rather more of the hikikomori kind.

No, I haven't stopped being such a hermit. I'm just trying, once again, to get out of my shell.

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And now on to the quick updates on various topics of the (not at all a) spectacle that is the Life of Steven.

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I finally did something about the lack of a decent internet connection at home. Browsing the internet via the Wii was nothing more than a stopgap measure. No keyboard, a not completely functional browser, and using the TV screen instead of a higher-resolution computer monitor became a pain the arse after a while.

So this past weekend I finally got a new router/ADSL2+ wireless/4 port modem (Netgear, and I can't even remember the model number anymore) and got it set up on Saturday morning without too much fuss. I was really worried about how much faffing about would be required to get it working - my Hardware-Fu has really deteriorated. But there was no trouble at all, and now - a stable internet connection! That isn't flaking out every ten seconds or dying completely, like it used to!

This also means I can finally get on WoW and CoH again, after about four months of next to no activity. I foresee that they're going to suck up vast reserves of my time again, at least in the short term.

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I went and saw Kung Fu Panda on the weekend. I was all set to ignore this movie - the last Dreamworks movie I saw was Shrek 3, and that was extremely forgettable. I was sure that Kung Fu Panda was going to be awful as well.

And then the positive reviews started coming in. And I'm a martial arts fan. Plus I had a movie gift card that needed using. So I decided to go see it after all.

You could say that it is essentially a martial arts movie with a fairly typical and cliche-ridden plot. (There I go, being negative again.) You could also say that it rocked and was filled with awesomeness. The voices are well done (without being drowned in celebrity) and the action scenes are great fun, and there are even some moments where they play with convention and expectation really well.

Especially the bit where Po's father says he has a secret to tell Po. Po being a panda, his father being a goose, and the villain being a foundling, you expect to find out that Po is also a foundling and get some dramatic parallelism going. Nope. The secret turns out to be something else entirely.

The movie is full of little things like that, that make you laugh. Such as Po having to imagine that the Maguffin of Power is really a cookie, so that he's motivated enough to dash up a wall to get it. Or the food training, where Shifu discovers how to properly motivate Po in his Kung Fu training, and Po becoming as awesome as he always dreamed of being.

About the only thing that really bugged me about the movie (I didn't really mind the formulaic story) was Shifu's name. Because, if I remember right, Shifu means "master". So they're all calling him "Master Master."

Very big props go to the depiction of little Tai Lung. He was just so adorably cute and eager... which makes his fall so much more wrenching.

And I love what the secret of the Dragon Scroll means for the final showdown between Po and Tai Lung.

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I finally finished Ninja Gaiden 2. Overall impression, great fun, but not quite as great as the first game.

5 bosses in quick succession at the end of the game? Yeargh. Mind you, I didn't mind the Genshin fight or the Archfiend fights all that much, once I learnt the fights. Elizebet and Draga Dai can go die in a fire though.

Overall, I like the game. There were just all these bits when playing it when I was swearing like a sailor at how ridiculous the game was getting. Soldiers with cluster rocket launchers? At opposite ends of a tunnel? OW

One of my favourite bits is the cutscene in chapter 11 where Muramasa shows up and shows off his l33t sword skillz. Not bad for an old man pushing 100.

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It's thoroughly belated, but happy 4th of July to all the USAians reading this, commiserations on the 'holy crap we just lost our American Colony' day to the UKians, and happy "it's just another Friday" to everybody else.
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Apr. 22nd, 2008 @ 11:56 pm (no subject)
This Penny Arcade strip reminds me of the days when I, too, could eat all sorts of crap - not to mention sheer volumes of junk food - and stay thin.

Then I reached my late twenties. Oy. It's like a million (or maybe just nine thousand) Value Meals suddenly roared out in triumphant vengeance as their delayed effect hit - or perhaps their multi-year plan finally came into fruition.
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Oct. 25th, 2005 @ 05:09 pm Just some quick random soundbites
- One of these days I should pile up all my unwatched anime, unplayed games, and unread books, look upon the stack set before me and despair. Despair, I tell you, DESPAIR! Oh, and take a picture of it, too, and put it up here.

- Am doggedly getting through Firefly, despite lots of other distractions. V. Good series.

- Saw that Star Trek DVDs were on clearance sale pretty much everywhere. Worried that I might miss my chance, I picked up seasons 4 - 7 of Star Trek Deep Space 9 (and might get season 3 as well), which I've been meaning to get for a few years. Now I just need a few months of spare time. (They were almost 66% off!)

- Not bothering with any other Star Trek DVDs. I am not made of money, I do not have the time, I watched most of TNG back in the day, and I'm not that interested in catching up on Voyager or the original series.

- Have discovered to my chagrin that the shoes I use for jogging are hell on my feet. Thankfully I did not have much actual use for my toenails, which seem to be in the process of falling off. Ow. Will need to use other shoes, and have made decent running shoes a priority.

- Have finally seen Disney's Mulan, after seven or so years of wondering what it was like. Enjoyed film v. much.

- Have also finally started on Last Exile. Wanting to see more.

- The DnD game that was supposed to happen on the weekend didn't. Email was sent around saying it was off, but by mistake it went only to the old group and not to me. Character I'll be using is Landerson Z. K. Miller, a melee combat / mage type character, or 'spellsword'. Hopefully the game will be back on this weekend.

- The ADSL modem at home is acting very oddly. It seems to randomly switch between full functionality and trying to line sync. Giving the PC an extended rest.
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Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 04:02 pm Random stuff
So, time for another long-winded post of random tidbits.

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Had a weird dream last night. I somehow travelled thirty or so years into THE FUTURE. In this future, the world was in the last stages of everything - people, countries, companies, etc. - becoming part of one great big multinational corporation. In the role of an observer, I saw their shock troops move into another company's building, and the CEO being presented with an ultimatum at gunpoint: "Join us or become irrelevant." Or something like that.

It then rapidly shifted tracks, and I was meeting the future selves of people I knew from the present. In a weird twist, someone else who had travelled into the future with me met his future self, but there was no future me for me to meet. Before the dream could explore the meaning of this scary development, I woke up.

Somewhere during all this, someone jabbed his finger at a spinning fan and got the tip of it sliced off. (Eww!) As I rushed over to him, trying to remember first aid, he told me to go get the First Aid kit. I did, he picked out some sort of super-bandage, and it somehow regenerated the tip of his finger. I was all like O_O and such.

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Extremely US-centric point: You know Michael Brown? He was that fellow who recently resigned from the top job in FEMA because he was supposed to handle the federal emergency response to Hurrican Katrina and did a very poor job of it. I understand he's been rehired by FEMA. Not only has he been rehired, he's been rehired as a consultant, looking into what wrong with the Hurricane Katrina response.

This makes no sense. Par for the course for the current US Administration.

I have always thought that perhaps I might one day visit the USA. Right now, though, I am thinking that it would be extremely advisable for me to stay the hell away from the country. Yes, even though I'm a white male of reasonable means and no obvious affiliations to the Middle East. (*)

Oh, and more US news:

Bush wants to let the military enforce laws, or something.

Dear USians, I would like to politely tell you that your country seems to be extremely fscked of late, what with all the cronyism, incompetence, and avoidance of responsibility. It would be nice if it all changed in the wake of the 2008 elections, but that's 3 years away, and by that time Dubya may have worked out a way to declare himself Dictator-For-Life.

(*) Come to think of it, perhaps they'd think my Scottish name is Irish, and lock me up as a suspected Northern Ireland terrorist. Stranger things have happened, I'm sure.

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It seems, though, that my own country is also rather fscked. I am hardly following Australian news (grar, I say, GRAR!, or perhaps just "whoops") but even I noticed the following: It seems that those damnable anti-terror laws have passed. One of the most distressing items is the ability for terror suspects to be detained for 14 days without charge. Oh, and in secret, too, it seems. I wonder who'll be targeted as terror suspects first? People of obvious Middle-Eastern descent, perhaps?

I tell you, this general Western anti-terrorist hysteria and Dubya's "War on terra" has a lot to answer for.

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In a truly 'ARGH!' moment, I have misplaced the piece of paper on which I put the account name and password for one of my banking accounts. I thought it was in one place, I went to get it, and it was not there.

I know I've seen the piece of paper around, now, I just have to re-find the blasted thing. This is going to be harder than it sounds, for I will have to sort through masses of paper.

I just hope that if I wrote them down in pencil, that they haven't faded yet... :/

Fsck fsck fsck.

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Incidentally, I seem to have become rather enamoured of the word 'fsck' of late. ^_^;

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In other State of the Steven news, I am continuing to chip away at my unwatched anime pile. It is still, as ever, enormous. I've got *seven* box-sets to get through. (*) Why do I have so many, you might ask. The answer is that typically I got the boxsets because I wanted to see the series, just not necessarily right now, and that I should get them before they were no longer available. This has actually proved to pan out: Quite a few of the boxsets I got seem to no longer be available. Not a surprise, considering at least one of them is over two years old. Or maybe three years old, even.

So! I have returned to one of the box-sets - in fact, one of the earliest I ever got - Samurai Girl: Real Bout High School. Typically of a GONZO production, it looks nice but is a little dodgy, story-wise. One particular WTF moment was in... um... episode 6, I think it was, when the heroes were fighting the villains, they were all pulled into an alternate world, and suddenly they had joined together and were all fighting their common enemy. As you perhaps should do in such a case, but there were no scenes of them deciding to work together, it just suddenly happened. Meh. In any case, I got this series, I'm now halfway through, and I'm going to damn well finish watching it.

Something else of GONZO's I have seen recently is Chrono Crusade DVD volume 6. The bit at the end (Black Rosette) was a huge WTF moment for me, and not in a good way. If it wasn't so close to the end already, I'd not bother watching this series anymore, and just stick with the manga, which I hear is much better.

Really, it's because of things like this that make me extremely leery of picking up Last Exile. Because that's done by GONZO as well. I'm always hearing that Last Exile is good, but every time I hear GONZO's name I cringe just a little.

(*) And that's just DVDs! I've got a huge number of downloaded anime episodes to get through as well... le argh.

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Now for some amazing GRIT news! After many years of talking about it, we're finally up to the long-awaited Hiatus.

For those who don't know what I'm talking about, GRIT is sort of this improvisational-writing/role-playing game type thing loosely based on the Ranma 1/2 universe, and has been going since early 1996. In that time, a lot of dead weight and continuity has built up, making things rather difficult, as you might imagine. Also, many of the primary players have moved on, and now have more pressing concerns on their time. Because of all this, GRIT has been very stagnant and slow for the past few years.

To fix these problems, the Hiatus is a year of game-time, twinkling by in a flash. During this year, characters will be retired, things will change, and plot threads will be largely tied up. Theoretically, this will allow things to start all over again, with a mostly clean slate.

I'm not sure how well this will work, though. Some of the old threads and characters were so intricately tied into things that we won't be able to ignore them. (For example, the character Jo, who is close to being the main character of GRIT.) So it's not as clean a slate as I would like.

Not to say I think the Hiatus isn't a good idea, it is, but I'm worried that it might not work.

Oh well, we'll see how things play out.
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Jul. 8th, 2005 @ 04:23 pm Stuff
Current Mood: scattered
Once again I have failed the Holden Caulfield test.

Holden Caulfield is the main character of The Catcher in the Rye, a classic of American lit, and as such I had to read it for school, many years ago. The most I can remember of it is some symbolism with a red hat, some other bits, and that Holden whined and complained a lot. I mean, really quite a lot.

The Holden Caulfield test is very simple. If you whine too much, like Holden, then you fail it.

(Which I know is a little weird. Perhaps I should rename it to the Not-Like-Holden Caulfield Test? Only thing is, that's not to snappy.)

So the Holden Caulfield test is one that I can only ever fail, because I only ever think to apply to it myself when I think I have been whining too much. Maybe not so much in real life, but on this journal, definitely. Most of my recent entries have been about my PC and its suckage. Which has been plenty annoying, but you don't want to read about every single detail of it, do you?

So, this is a roundabout way of saying that I have been a whiny little bastard as of late, but the above is a much more interesting way of saying it, don't you think?

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But having said all that, here is the necessary bit about my PC.

So the 200GB hard disk went patooie. Fine, so I've lost everything that was on it. Now that the initial shock and annoyance has died down, I find myself not worrying too much. None of what I lost was all that important. I suppose the bit that annoys me most is that I'd built up a collection of esoteric movie files, including a collection of nifty combo videos from various fighting games, and now that's gone. I might have some ancient backups of them, but that's going to be missing everything I added in the past four years.

But I find myself thinking that it's not really a huge loss.

I've definitely lost the "Yatta!" video. I will have to find that again.

Another item of note was StepMania, with lots and lots of songs for it. I will have to track them down again. Thankfully I have the installer for it.

The last item of note was my downloaded anime collection. I was halfway through "Maria-Sama ga miteru," dammit. And that's a not-so-recent-anymore series, so it might be quite hard to find an active torrent of it.

However, the worry is, of course, *why* the hard disk went patooie. I can zero it out, scan it for bad sectors, and reformat, but will it fritz up again?

At least I have backups this time.
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 10:23 pm In which Steve rambles on about miscellaneous stuff
Current Mood: miscellaneous
Current Music: Asterisk (Bleach OP)
Sunday saw the end of a 4 year long quest.

(Well, it actually wasn't 4 years long, it just reads better that way...)

So. The details of the boring 4 year long Leisure Suit Larry-related quest are behind this LJ-cut. )

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Have very recently got myself an MP3 player. Part of the reason why was because a coworker got one himself, which had a 512 MB size and cost $99. Now, I've been vaguely interested in getting an MP3 player of some sort for a while, and this sounded like quite a good price. Low enough, even, to get an MP3 player just to try it out and see if it's my type of thing.

So, now quite interested, I hauled over to the shop, and found that the $99 512 MB players had all sold out. Well bugger. However, I found a $149 512 MB player, and after a bit of window shopping decided this was the best I could get. So I did.

It's not as small as some, but still small, light, and much better than lugging a Walkman or Discman around. It is, as the l33t kids say, teh nifty.

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The fact that it is now June 2005 is driving home some really aggravating points about just how lazy and slack I am:

- I have email from way back that I still haven't answered. I may have had email troubles, but they have been (mostly) sorted out for almost a month. Why have I not answered anything yet?

- June 2003 was when I tried writing 'Chapters Inna Hour' for Rogue Demon Thiesra, and petered out after only five chapters. I keep on wanting to resurrect this thing and finish it.

- It's been a year since a friend of mine came up to Brisbane. I saw him again in October when I went down to Sydney. There has been precious little contact since then. This is probably all my fault.

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In further news of just how slack I am, I now have a tremendous number of unwatched anime DVDs. The sheer number of them is extremely daunting and overwhelming, and I wonder how I'll ever get through them all.

The obvious answer is "once at a time", so why I am still having trouble? Argh.
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May. 17th, 2005 @ 01:08 pm The death of proper language in your faithful correspondent
Current Mood: distressed
Hmmmm~~~m. ~_~ It seems I've been hanging around unsavoury internet sites and other journals far too often, for their speech patterns are now affecting mine. Why, I have been known to go "Y HALO THAR" recently, and talking in ALL CAPITALS. And all for THE WIN. See, like that. Objectively speaking, this is a most unsatisfactory development. Before you know it, I'll be talking in l33tspeak and acronyms, telling people to get off my internet or to go back to disney.com (charmingly rendered as "gb/2/disney.com"), and will be inviting people I disagree with to perform acts that are not technically nor physically possible, and, in all likelihood, illegal in approximately 75% of the world.

I really must do something about these worrying developments.
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May. 17th, 2005 @ 12:33 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: less verbose
So, yes, I have been hit by games nostalgia, as briefly-yet-verbosely mentioned in my last post. I picked up a copy of Retro Gamer magazine (a UK publication) recently, mainly because it had a legal Amiga emulator on its coverdisc. As I had an Amiga when I was younger, and remember it fondly, I wanted to check out this emulator. Then I went looking for disk image files. I found quite a few.

Sword of Sodan: Either this was 1988 or 1989. Initially, I couldn't remember the name of this game at all, only what it looked like. As you can't stick vaguely remember screenshots into Google, I thought I was pretty much stuffed. But then I remembered the 'sword of' bit, and some quick searching later, I had the full title.

But anyway.

1988/1989 was a long time before I actually bought my Amiga, so I never actually played this game. But I did see it in the magazines - and its graphics were incredible. The characters were *enormous*, more than half the screen high! Of course, when I found, downloaded it, and checked it out last night, the animation was dodgy and the gameplay pretty much nonexistent. Oh well.

Hitch-hiker's Guide to the Galaxy: One of the great text adventures, from 1984. I remember snatching snippets of playtime on this everywhere - at libraries, friends' places, on the class computer in year 6 in Japan, that sort of thing... I never got to play it all that much though, and gave up on ever playing it through long ago.

But now... now I've been able to find it again. I might actually be able to get farther than the Babel Fish puzzle this time.

Cauldron and Cauldron II: Hm... 1985 and 1986, these were. Before I had the Amiga, our family had a Commodore 128. Its primary function was to play C64 games, though I got in a fair bit of coding practice on it, kickstarting my whole obsession with computers, though I digress... Anyway, I hardly ever completed games then, because they were all so damn hard. Much unlike games of today. But I'm digressing again. Two particularly tough games that I remember were Cauldron and its sequel, Cauldron II. In the first, you play a witch attempting to gain power and depose the Pumpkin King; in the second, the witch was successful and you now control a young pumpkin as he attempts to depose her. The second was especially interesting because of its control scheme - the pumpkin was constantly bouncing, and you only controlled the direction he bounced and how high he went. I don't remember him having any offensive abilities at all. In both games, you were attempting to get the ingredients of a spell and put them into a cauldron.

Anyway, I downloaded those as well last night but have not tried them yet. Because then my little-used Common Sense ability kicked in. "Self," I wondered, "why are you bothering with all these? Hitch-hiker's aside, what's past is past and should be left alone. You have little time as it is."

I might listen to it this time.

And I'd accidentally hit the 'Power' button on my keyboard anyway, so it was time to call it a night.

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Years later, when the C128 was pretty much used as a large paperweight and the disk boxes had dust all over them, with most of the games still unfinished, we had a garage sale. It, and all its peripherals and disks, was sold for $40. (Hmm... A bit more than US$30 at current rates, I think.) We'd had it for six years, and without it, I might never have become the computer nerd I am today. I was very sad to see it go, but by then it was hardly ever used.

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In other news, because of these nostalgic shennanigans, I didn't get all the sleep I should have gotten last night and am now very tired. STEVE = VERY TIRED, PEOPLE. I am taking twice as long to do things and am coming up with lots of creative misspellings. Oog. At least I can see them later on and fix them. Blarg. Why doesn't my little-used Common Sense ability kick when it's *needed*, not when it's too late? Ugh. STEVE = SILLY MORON.
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 07:03 pm Y HALO THAR 7:00
WOOHOO I MADE IT

Made it to the end of the working day, that is, then further, making it to the end of the journey home without collapsing.

Must go collapse now.

(THUD)
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 01:02 pm Oog. I is dead. (Thud)
Current Mood: Oog
Current Music: Anakin vs Obi-Wan
Last night I just could not get to sleep. Seriously. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, thinking, "Must go to sleep!" I tried a glass of warm milk. I did not count sheep though. I was frightened out of bed at 2 am - or was it 3 am? - when I heard weird noises throughout the unit. Grabbing the nearby bokken, I padded downstairs, to find nothing. The noises came back later - were they creaking noises? Were they from next door? I had no idea. Still I tried to get to sleep, and had no luck. I remember looking at the clock and seeing that it was 4 am, and thinking I had to be up in 3 hours. Mericfully, I must have dropped off to sleep not long after, and I had weird dreams that I can no longer remember. Maybe I was in Japan for some of them.

Somehow I have managed to operate during the day so far, but I'm not looking forward to this afternoon.

At least the weather's nice.

EDIT: I have just had a bite of the lunch I bought. It does not taste very good. My addled sleeplessness has removed my appetite for rubbish, it seems. I will have as much as I can stand - this *has* cost me a ridiculous amount of money, after all. But, again, oog.
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I hate my life
May. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:47 pm Random stuff and a quiz result
Lots of random things

Weird dreamings...

I was playing some sort of 3-D shooting / giant-robot game, and one of my weapons was some sort of whip that I could use to catch explosive globes. One tactic that the game really emphasised was to somehow wrap a whole bunch of these globes around an opponent and then shoot them. Only, it was very very hard to control the whip. I was really struggling with the controls, attempting to use this tactic, and finally succeeded...

...and then the dream abruptly changed - the globes sort of stopped exploding, and suddenly it was a classroom environment, and the enemy had changed into a spider and then a banana (I am *not* making that up) and the teacher-figure started lecturing me about... something. I forget exactly, but I think it was about how that tactic, while it was really powerful, shouldn't be used. "Think about the poor big old banana," she said.

I woke up, thinking, "What the hell?"

I think my subconscious might be telling me I play too many games. To which I have to say, I *know*, dammit.

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Still on the topic of games - I made a very big mistake recently, and reinstalled Neverwinter Nights.

All my time has suddenly disappeared into it. Argh. *Now* I remember why I uninstalled it.

Still, taking down an archdevil with naught but my BARE HANDS was fun.

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In anticipation of a certain movie coming out shortly, I went and read the Star Wars III - Revenge of the Sith novelisation. I wasn't particularly worried about spoilers, because I'd been spoiled to most of it already. Figured I might as well go the whole hog.

I won't give any spoilers here. All I'll say is that if the movie lives up to even *half* of the promise of the book, then it'll be great to see.

Also, I'm pretty sure that the movie will be a very different beast. Just judging from the trailers that I've seen, there will be a lot less of the talking and political maneuvering, and a lot more action. But again, if the movie lives up to half of the promise of the book, then it'll still be good.

And besides, the emergence of Vader is something we've been waiting for for SIX YEARS, ever since we were presented with Jake Lloyd and told he would grow up to be James Earl Jones. Seeing that finally happen on the big screen has got to be worth the admission price.

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Still on movies, I have yet to see the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy movie, though I meant to go see it this past weekend. Reviews I've seen suggest that it's solid but not great. I don't particularly mind. I shall definitely go and see this one, as soon as I can.

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The past couple of weeks at work have been INSANE. First we had a slight reshuffle of things so that there were less people actively on the helpdesk - instead of three, now there are only two, me and coworker Michael. This was not so bad.

No, the bad thing was that on the same week of the official changeover, I was given a code release to perform. A release is normally a four-day process, and as it was the first one I've ever done it took longer than normal. Then it was complicated when some last-minute changes were required. And all the time, I was worrying about the helpdesk and how I wasn't able to work on it.

Cue the week after that, which started normally and then an emergency release was required. That took up one and a half of very hectic days, and again I had no time for the helpdesk. I swear, I ended up a nervous wreck after all that.

This week had better be NORMAL, otherwise... otherwise... well, I'd go insane. Or at least be driven to 2Xtreme! Aggaravation.

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And now, a silly quiz result.

If LJ was an anime... )
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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 12:42 pm Exclamation indicating stress and aggravation
It is often the case in this market economy that the exchange of goods and services is facilitated via the medium of a common currency; thus, when one is attempting to acquire goods known as 'lunch', it would be prudent not to fail to remember the container in which aforesaid currency is stored. However, the morrow has been filled with trials, tribulations, travails, and difficulty, and as such my brain was quite a state of addlement, for reasons that I shall shortly discuss, and I did indeed fail to remember the aforesaid container.

Or, in other words, "argh, it's been such an aggravating day I *forgot* my wallet when I went to get lunch."

As to *why* it's been such an aggravating day, well. The helpdesk is exploding with helpdesk calls, I am one of the two that are primarily on helpdesk, but because I am also the current change control officer I've had to divert all my time to an emergency release that has to happen tonight.

Normally we have a three-day schedule when working out releases. Not so for emergency releases, such as today's.

Argh.

Did I mention how aggravating last week was? It was for very similar reasons.
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Apr. 22nd, 2005 @ 04:18 pm AUGH. Week has not been good.
So. Work this week has not been particularly fun, and has been beating me around the head and making me its bitch.

First there have been slight structural rearrangements. There are now less people on the Helpdesk, meaning that me and Coworker M are now the only people actively monitoring it. So now I have less time for my various non-Helpdesky tasks. I was all proactive earlier in the week, all go-getter and such, thinking I could deal with things regardless...

...*then* I was given a whole bunch of programs to release. I've only just taken over the release job, and so as a result do not have a lot of practice at it. A full release is a process that takes place over *four* days. The end result has been me spending more than half my time this week on releasing code.

Combine *that* with needing to spend more time on the helpdesk and not being able to, and wanting to do several other tasks and definitely not being able to, and ARGH.

Thankfully I have a long weekend coming up.
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Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 12:54 pm Whoops.
You know things are bad when you forget your own character has a Jusenkyo curse.
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Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 12:39 pm (no subject)
Excuse me while I rant for a second.

ARGH WHAT IS IT WITH CUSTOMER SERVICE IN GENERAL LATELY?!?1?

At the local place where I go to get lunch, I asked for a small takeaway of whatever. "Sure thing, sir. Will that be takeaway?"

ARGH.
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Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 04:45 pm Random ramblings
I have been having serious problems with sleep lately. As in, no matter how much I get, I get drowsy horribly easily.

Maybe my wanton youth of staying-up-all-night and playing-games-until-2am is finally catching up to me.

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Got and played and finished Knights of the Old Republic 2 recently. I wasn't going to wait a year before getting and playing it, like I did with the last one.

In any case, KOTOR2 it is to like very much...

...and then the endgame hit. Blah. I'd heard that the endgame was not very good at all, and I agree. It seems to lurch from here to there, with little to no explanation of what's going on. Do this! Do that! Go there! You have a new power! Go fight this guy! Do it again! The end! You're left blinking at the screen and going "Huh?" Though there was at least one interesting fight during it all.

What is especially galling is that there is a fair chunk of content (recorded dialoge, for example) that is actually present on the CD that was cut from the final game. This thread on the Obsidian forums details some of it. (DO NOT check that link unless you have completed the game already!) Having checked that thread, and heard some of the nifty stuff that was going to be in the game, makes me a Sad Steve.

So anyway. Enough of the endgame. It comprises maybe 5% of the whole thing. The game itself is very nicely done and has some interesting themes on what the Force is and if it's necessary. Also, it has Kreia, one of the most interesting NPCs I've seen in a long time. She had me actually seriously questioning whether going full Light Side was a good idea.

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Finally got "The Two Swords", the latest Drizzt Do'Urden novel by R.A. Salvatore, recently. Despite knowing it for what it is - bad fantasy hack job rubbish - I got it anyway, because I'd read the first two books in the Hunter's Blades trilogy and was damned if I was going to leave a series unfinished.

So I read it. It's really quite bad. (He actuallly uses exclamation marks in prose!) And as for the ending... well, it makes me think of KOTOR2's endgame. I was maybe fifty pages from the end, wondering how the author was going to be able to finish everything in the trilogy so far and wrap the whole 'orc invasion' storyline up...

...turns out he did it by not wrapping it up at all. In fact, he introduced NEW dangling plot points, and basically left things open for ANOTHER trilogy. Ack. Spare me.

Actually, on reflection, KOTOR2's endgame and ending was better.

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In an effort to get through my stack of unwatched anime (I should be able to go through it faster, now that KOTOR2's finished) I have been watching R.O.D. the TV. I like Anita and Maggie, think Michelle is too silly and frivolous, and still gave to get a bead on Nenene. I saw episode 4 just last night and was very confused to see Joker and Wendy from the OAV, seemingly as the 'bad guys'.

Well! This is getting *interesting*.

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I have had mad mad mad ideas to pull out the Generic White Ninja costume for Supanova one last time. See, this time, there could be a skit, of sorts. With the help of an assistant, the Generic White Ninja would attempt to fight off an attacking Slime/Tiny Inoffensive Monster, getting 'miss!' every time.

(That is, Generic White Ninja slashes through the air above the Slime, and the assistant holds up a "Miss!' sign.)

Finally, either the Slime/Tiny Inoffensive Monster attacks and gets a '9999', or the Generic White Ninja gives up in frustration and kicks the Slime off the stage, getting a '1'.

Highlight: Doing a special attack, as the assistant holds up subtitles for all the Japanese words.

Now I just have to decide if I really want to do this. ^_^;

EDIT: I have just remembered that the rules for the Cosplay mean no throwing of items from the stage. I think I'd just have to pretend-kick the Slime.

I have to decide fast, because Supanova is only four weeks or so away now.
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